I don't know where the days have gone but i am now looking at my last few hours of being 21. I don't feel like i should be 22 as it sounds so much older than i actually feel, i always thought i would feel a lot more independent and grown up, have more confidence than i do now. It's not that i don't like who i am because i do, but when you are younger i use to look at those who were 21/22 and think how mature and grown up they looked, i don't feel like that at all! Do i look like that to other people? I have grown (on the inside at least :P) quite a lot over the past years at uni and my year of 21 has probably been the biggest year of my life, i think in that case i am kind of glad to be turning 22 tomorrow because each year is like another chapter and is what you make of it as you take in what you have learnt form the past year/s and make this new one how ever you like, it can hold what ever you want it to hold :)
I'm not quite sure what my next year as 22 will hold exactly, it is open for me to take each day as it comes. What i do hope is that i will continue to learn and to overcome my fears, increase my confidence in myself and what i do and to take every opportunity that comes my way. I will work hard but i will also have time for myself, my friends and my family and i will believe in myself, mu hopes and dreams and those around me. No matter what comes my way i will give it my all and i will not give up.
Thank you 21 you have given me so much experience, i am ready to take on 22.
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